i won't disappoint You.

You make me feel like a million bucks.

You make me feel like a million bucks.

….you make me feel like a million bucks….

It’s easy. Look in the mirror. Now close your eyes…

Take a deep breathe.

Exhale: slowly.

Let your doubts leave. Stop looking down. Quit thinking you’re not good enough. Quit worrying about what you think - other people think about you. Stop being afraid.

Start demanding more. Stop accepting less.

Think about someone in this world that cares about you. Remember something they did – no matter how small – to show you how much they care about you.

Take a deep breathe. Exhale.

Think about how that act of kindness made you feel. Embrace that feeling. Live within that smile today.

Now open your eyes…

You make me feel like a million bucks….

1% better… is a lot

Insatiable (in·sa·tia·ble)

 

It’s 3am and i woke up in a sweat…

The dreams lately; been so real.
Your messages have me captivated
my hormones feel 15.
Multiple explosions and She still has me seeking a release;
 
Beauty, chemistry and (uncontrollable) sex appeal….
 
Every night now: my dreams are vividly intense.
 
Fabric straining / Boxers grow a tent
Top of the List / Hard-on like iron.
All it ever took from you was thinking about a kiss…
 
i don’t mind taking my clothes off for you;
i want to show you a man
i’m all grown up now. No longer a little kid.
 
You still make me nervous and i love that to death.
i feel more alive…when most hearts are already dead.
 
i dreamed we met in a hallway….
Finally alone.
This is the good part; the years of buildup.
 
i slow my hand down because i want the images to last.
You say its’ been replaying for a week –
Try over 15+ and some years…
 
Details are blurry but my desire was clear.
For one small moment; you put your guard down
Long enough for me to see:
Your eyes begging for me to make a move
 
My hand can’t resist as my head starts to glow
i pump with a wildness as she has me so close
I imagine her hand playing with my stones
 
The edge is close; why hold back now…
 
Pinned you against the wall; and
i kissed you with everything that i had*.
Hoped you’d remember that kiss for a decade and half…
 
i wanted you to you think about it when i was no longer there
It was always real with me; on my heart i swear.
 
Our passion is an ignition; nothing to fear
 
i can still taste that kiss;

my hand couldn’t resist….

*adjective

adjective: insatiable

    

(of an appetite or desire) impossible to satisfy.

....2020

i was thinking about starting to post again...

The Good day. (Take1)

As i looked out the window i kept thinking to myself....

a coin has two sides. There is a 50/50 chance. i can go one way or i can another.

Sometimes we have to just keep flipping,

...keep trying;

and never give up...

If you remain a good person and maintain a kind heart.

Eventually that coin will land bright side up....

ps. have a good day.

in dedication to an old friend. 7/21

Protest without a rebel.

it's been to long.

i miss you....

Chicago story 120524.

peanut - For an Abandoned Person

"Who you are is more important that what you do." - Nick Saban

ps. *Be happy with who you are....

Ridge ave (0.7854387)

The flower and your heart have a lot in common.
Sooner or later; they
will show their true colors....

entitled, The Long Days