Chicago Yellow.

"The world is too dangerous for anything but truth and too small for anything but love." - William Sloane Coffin

The sun shining...

thru the office window: i feel like she is the only girl i have ever known. 

She bursts and evaporates. One minute - screaming for my attention and the next - she hide's like the shy teenager we are always trying to out grow.

A visionary in yellow, i wear blue just to match...

That's life + living vulnerable = alive.
On quiet days she is my perspective. i realize her power when i feel the weakest. I've always secretly admired her two-way mirror:

both reflective and highly introspective. 
The innocence of someone with talent more than their years, saddened by self-doubt. Reality, is the complete opposite, the words are always worth the pen.

The emptiness suffocates in short breaths when i know i don't write as much as i want to anymore. 

The treasures hidden in the depths of the imagination slowly float further and further, away.

To think all I've ever wanted to do was win the heart of a blank piece of paper, declaring my undying love during the cloudless good riddance, through the medium of a little blue and black ink.

i think about all these things, life changes, life's embraces... 

One minute everything is futile for a heartbrokealchoholic: and the next thing you know you're flirting like the teenagers you pray you never out grow.

She will always be the only girl i have ever known....in thoughts.
My lovely.
misses.
Yes.
cares.
Deeply.
prays.
Every day for her.
loves.
Always.....